defying logic

so, i think ive been eating too much, because there is just no progress. nothing. 
i feel empty, like hollow. i always tell myself, ill just try harder, push myself more and itll
be alright. i know ive been slipping lately, going over what my goals are. thats my fault, no one elses.
its hard to think that this is it. =/

spring

march 22-

yogurt- 30 calories

march 23-

yogurt- 30 calories

march 24-

sandwich- 220 calories

march 25-

peas- 15 calories
peanut butter- 90 calories
march 26-
peanut butter- 11 calories
tuna- 60 calories
march 29-
soup- 45 calories
crystal light- 3 calories
1/8 sandwich- 45 calories
march 30-
soup- 210 calories
salad- 85 calories
yogurt- 10 calories
march 31- 
soup- 200 calories
peas- 60 calories 


total from march 22-31 = 1114 calories